| Music Lovers... I need your help |
[Aug. 24th, 2007|04:12 am] |
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I'm contemplating the purchase of a portable digital music playing device... so I need anyone and everyone to recommend music for me to listen to, so i can decide if this would, in fact, be a worthwhile purchase. Thanks in advance, Nick. |
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| The Deliberative Life |
[Mar. 17th, 2007|09:46 pm] |
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I'm trying to live it. I may be becoming a Buddist. Eh, I guess it's not so bad. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 19th, 2006|05:26 am] |
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I want to scream and throw things. I'll smoke a cigarette and get back to writing instead, even though it's the writing that is doing this to me. well, not really. |
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| Esquire |
[Dec. 10th, 2006|12:28 am] |
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| | uncomfortable | ] | I went to the Debutante and Esquire ball tonight, after weeks in the program here at Gary. I guess I'm considered one of the top 12 or so students here. Not because I've tried, merely by being myself. It feels nice.
In other news, I am still -way- overly sensitive. A girl that I like left before I could say goodbye. I feel hurt, so-
Who: The Girl.
The Cause: I want a relationship with The Girl
Affects My: Self-esteem(Fear) Personal Relationships(Fear) Sexual Relationships(Fear) Security(Fear)
SDSSF: F- I won't get what I want F- I will be hurt again. S- I want the relationship but not the work. S- If I don't try I'll feel better than if I try and fail. SS- I would rather have the image than the reality. D- I lie to myself about my sexuality. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 20th, 2006|06:45 pm] |
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Home again, I wonder what life will be like if it is ever not like this. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|05:45 pm] |
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Surely I'm not the only one who feels that life is really, really hard. All of the time. |
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| Greetings |
[Sep. 6th, 2006|07:32 pm] |
Hi everyone! I know we haven't spoken in forever but; How -are- you?
Love Nick |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|06:24 pm] |
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I still can't check my NBTSC mail. Does anyone know what is going on? |
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| Updatin' cause I'm bored. |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|12:35 am] |
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Update Journal. Hm... that implies that I have a journal. Not only that, but that I actually have some active use for it. I'm not sure what to think about that. As a matter of fact, I'm not sure what to think about anything, most of the time. I do know that I am not in control of my life and that it makes me happy. Love you all. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 6th, 2006|06:32 pm] |
What a crazy weekend. What a crazy life it is I'm living. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|04:27 pm] |
Life has become interesting again. Most amusing. |
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| Still... |
[Jul. 1st, 2006|09:18 pm] |
Still alive, Still living, I remain still. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|07:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Restless,irritable,discontent | ] | Life changes. I hope I'm changing with it. Ending your oldest friendship sucks. Not wanting to keep it ended but having to sucks even more. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 19th, 2006|07:14 am] |
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Getting sober. It's pretty cool shit, ya'll should try it sometime. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 1st, 2006|11:34 pm] |
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Oh, yeah. Twas talking 'bout "The Daily Show" and "The Colbert Report" |
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| Did anyone? |
[Mar. 1st, 2006|11:06 pm] |
Watch the last hour of tv? The only hour of TV... Did you see; did you? The moment when{(I think)(I think I saw)} The only thing absurd; Satire has run its course. |
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| June's execise in content creation. Editing notes included as a series of end notes0©. |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|04:31 pm] |
I can't write real content. "Don't we all feel this way?" So it's a survey again. This is my weakness, internet, and I'm really sorry for it. There's only so many times my answers to some fifteen year old's awesome questions can really be interesting, but I just can't stop myself...1
1.You have 10 bucks and need to buy snacks at a gas station, what do you get? Gas; five dollars only if I have less than half a tank. A twenty ounce Dr. Pepper and a snickers, king sized.
2. If you had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature, what would you be? Obviously a dolphin. Cheesy but honest. Those guys know what's up.2
3. Who's your favorite redhead? Allison Hannigan.
4. What do you order when you're at a pancake house? A short stack of buttermilk pancakes, sausage on the side. Coffee(cream and three sugars) and water to drink.
5. Last book you read? I'm reading "Aygar" by Steven Brust right now.
6. Have you made out with anyone on your friend's list? Nope.
7. Describe your favorite pair of underwear. Blue bikini cut.
8. Describe the last time you were injured? I pinched the first joint of my first finger with pliers yesterday morning: it caused a small avulsion.
9. Of all your friends, who wouldn't you want to be stuck in the middle of a jungle with? Catie.
10. Are there any odd things that make you feel uncomfortable? Very few.
11. Tell me a weird story from your high school years. I was homeschooled - which one should I pick? There are a million of them.
12. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone? Some intersecting circles or something. In blue and yellow, circles in white.
13. Soda? Dr. Pepper.
14. Flavor of pudding? Chocolate.
15. What type of shirt are you wearing? A long sleeved two thousand and five white thundercloud turkey trot t-shirt.
16. Prescription medication? Vicoden.3
17. If you could use only one form of transportation for the rest of your life, what would it be? walking.4
18. How many people are on your friends list? Forty-one.
19. How many people on your list do you know in real life? All but nine.
20. What are you listening to right now? My sister in the kitchen.
21. Most recent movie you watched? I don't remember.
22. Name 3 things you are looking forward to? Getting a house, doing acid(again), being mature.
23. Would you rather give or receive a foot massage? Give.
24. Name a teacher you had the hots for. Never had a crush on a teacher. Didn't go to school long enough.
25. What is a saying that you use a lot? "Fair enough."
26. How many people on your friends list are exes? None.
27.. What is your favorite part of the chicken? breast.
28. What's your favorite town? ATX.
29. Favorite kind of cake? Not really.
30. What's the first word that comes to mind right now? Reduce.
31. When was the last time you saw your mom in person? This morning.
32. What makes you feel like puking? Other people puking, brushing my tongue.
33. Do you think they should continue to make pennies? Yes.
34. What did you have for dinner last night? An ounce of colby-jack cheese.
35. Whats the most random thing in your wallet? A Kealing Middle School counselor's card.
36. Is Tom on your friends list? No.
37. What's the last thing you said out loud? "If I don't stop now, it may become a habit." "What." "Having good days."
38. Have you ever bought anything off ebay? What was the last thing? No.
39. What is the last thing/person you spent over $100 on? Weed.
40. Who's your favorite villain? Doomsday.
0: I forgot what goes here, however, I don't want to change the numbering scheme. 1: The paragraph was capitalized and spaced; line space in between the sentence in first part and the sentence in third part. The originality of the sentence in the second part of said paragraph is thus indicated by quotation marks. 2: The sentence in the first, second and third parts were capitalized. The author whole heartedly seconds these sentiments. 3: The author, again, whole heartedly seconds these sentiments. This is the last end note in the symbol set I'm using; I'll be switching to characters now. 4: The author, once again, whole heartedly seconds these sentiments.
©: Title copyright Nick Hillis. The original can be found on www.myspace.com, however some names have been changed to protect the innocent. |
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| At least I was high, I don't know if I could have made it otherwise. |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|02:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tindall & Co | ] | It takes a lot of physical and mental effort to bring three distinct social groups together.
Fondly to all you lovely ladies and handsome gentlemen,
Nick p.s. My real mood is pure horny. But in a good way. Why won't any girls ever let me perform oral just because I like it? I need the practice for sure. |
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